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A Good Read
This is a Reprinted edition of Danielle’s Diary that was originally published by LaToya Lawrence in March, the year 2003
All rights of this material solely owned by the Author LaToya Lawrence
In this fictional town of Westbrooke, Staten Island, on Stanton Boulevard fifteen-year-old Danielle struggles with the pain of constant violation. And Kelly, her drug-addicted mother ignores her complaint.
Danielle has no other choice but to suffer the abuse of a drug dealer living within their home.
Kelly’s dependency on Bruce, her drug dealing boyfriend, outweighs all other matters that are concerned and with no one to turn to and nowhere to run Danielle endures a life of misery until one day when she is saved by her long lost father, Marcus Glover.
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Are You Feeling Me?
Feelings are powerful.
What you feel, when you feel, why you feel how you feel all play a part within our behavior at times.
While we do not always act upon our emotions, we are creatures who are inhibited by them or uninhibited by what we do not feel within or from them. Some have no emotion toward certain things.
Sound complicated?
What I am saying is that feelings, emotions can often lead us to react inwardly or outwardly but just because what strikes up emotion in one does not mean that will strike up those same feelings within another for the same reasons.
Yet, the intensity of emotion itself is uncontrollable as we cannot control what we do or do not feel.
Unfriendly
People will smile in one another’s faces then talk about each other like dogs then call one another friends, or they are supposed to be friends.
I have seen and watched this among many, including family members, throughout my life.
As one naturally a loner who never looked for or depended upon friendships since I was never crazy about people in general, if or when people talked about me it did not matter.
People talk about people and tell lies about people every day- people they do not even personally know.
Either they assume things, make up things, or hear things through others (the grapevine) that may be unreliable yet they may want to believe or enjoy the nosy talk as it is within some people’s nature to do so.
It is fantastic to be aware but I never went around calling everyone who sometimes hung around or kept company a friend.
Instead, I called them associates.
Yes, everybody talks in one way or another at some time about someone or something, but not everyone is a gossip, rumor spreader, or slanderer out to spread harm.
Some merely have discussions while others are spiteful, deceitful and/or eager to hear or gather dirt.
I am an individual who does not need to talk behind one’s back. Whatever I do have to say when anyone is not around, I will tell one my words straight to their face.
Why be bothered with someone who one does not like or appreciate if one does not have to?
Some stick around others for the ulterior motives they may have such as to use them etc….
I did not get involved in nonsense/bullshit of that nature. Though I have seen plenty of it go on.
There is nothing wrong in instances when people come to tell you what someone said, spoke about, or heard about you. A lot of it is done in good faith with good intentions and one can learn and evaluate life situations as they come up in the world by being kept alert/informed, avoiding certain mistakes, preventing unfavorable situations, so on, and vice-versa.
But what is the point of those who claim to be friends when all they really do is dog one another out in all type of circumstances?
They are not really friends- genuine friends are not intentionally cold, hurtful, or malicious toward one another.
Happy Birthday To Me🎈
I stopped officially celebrating my birthday at twelve years of age, though, I still acknowledge the anniversary day of my birth.
I accept greetings and expressions of generosity from those who count or who kindly show their regard.
Yesterday I received a few cards and gifts from genuine people as I am particular in association.
I do not bother myself with or share any time over the phone or in person with just anyone.
I only deal with authentic people of substance.
In two more years, I will be 50- the big five-o!
Where did time go? I still have memories of when I was a kid and teen. Oh, how time can fly within the blink of an eye.
Even though years may seem long and some of us may live a long time here on earth- life here really is short.
I have a strong life force, a strong purpose.
God has kept me on this earth for a reason despite ominous events and envious people in the past who tried to alter my life (which is a battle many of us tackle when it comes to good versus evil in this universe).
Those fools were just a bunch of dust who were inevitably blown in the wind.
God has his angels continuously watching over and protecting me.
A Beautiful Mind
I love beautiful scenery, cozy spots, places to get lost in that feel like a home.
I like riding over a bridge or through the expressway or through towns in the rain in a car while listening to the soothing sounds of mellow music or contemporary jazz.
I like the thought of atop and over a rooftop at nightfall. Tables, lighting, laughter, food, entertainment amid the dim-lit sun or moonlit essence.
Pretty Brown Girl❤
Everyone should love the skin their in because I know I genuinely do!
I love my brown skin- I always have.
I do not know why we who are of African ancestry are called black people- there is no such thing as a natural black skinned person- we are the original “brown colored” people.
My family come in an array of different shades from dark brown, medium brown, light brown, tan, to high yellow.
Color has never been an issue where I come from.
If anything, our color was a beautiful symbol of our African American, Native American and European (English from England) multicultural heritage and diversity.
Brown skin is beautiful.
When I look into the mirror, I am one of the most beautiful things that I have ever seen.
No Time Limit
Some people think or believe there is a time limit on the potential of their creativity regarding a goal or achievement that they may have or have had set for themselves.
Those with a purpose must always remember that one is never too old or too young when it comes to the pursuit or personal rewards of their achievement or fulfillment.
Never give up hope or give up on one’s dreams. Expectations are not always brought to us in the forms that we want.
Nevertheless, the most important thing to never forget is to strive for the desires in fashions that satisfy one’s own heart, mind, and soul- and not for the acceptance or approval of anyone else.
So, continue to be creative unto creation!
To Turn Back Time
I have no desire to relive events in life but to go back in time to a period when living was much simpler.
I am sure many have those nostalgic memories of climatic events that brought on the ecstasy of pure happiness and joy.
We are reminded in those wholesome classic black and white television shows like Lassie, Leave It to Beaver and so on.
That good old-fashioned fun-loving carefree innocence of life!
A Good Judge Of Character
I was one who had a knack for correctly sizing up people.
Sensing things about them that others could not sense right away or at all.
If I did not pick up on individuals right away as I normally did then the instinct would hit me not so long after to get a deeper insight into their energy.
Born with a Caul/Veil I could see through people like a lie detector- determining who could or who could not be trusted and who to stay away from.
Seeing into the eyes of the soul and feeling into the depths of the spirit is a connected relationship between the realms.
Looking in and looking out by viewing into the mirror of life to reflect and to reveal.
Sitting back, to take everything in- a resemble just like a tell-tale picture within a frame.
You’ve Come A Long Way Baby!
My mother said when I was a young kid or preteen there was a time when I had papers scattered all over the floor an associate recalled to me years ago.
I had a total of three typewriters from early childhood to middle childhood to teenage years that lasted until my adulthood.
The first typewriter was a kiddie typewriter with a ribbon and keys that typed letters and words.
The second typewriter was a more grown-up typewriter that I typed on.
The third typewriter was an electric typewriter that I kept and wrote two manuscripts that I both had gotten published.
I would write my literature in longhand in my journal or notebooks then type them up to my satisfaction.
I have come a long way since the days of writing in my bedroom as a young girl sipping hot tea and milk in hopes of becoming a professional writer one day.
The dream came true as writing is one of the things I was born to do.
I have learned from this experience that when something inherent is really meant to be then nothing can stop it.
April And May: Spring Babies🌳
Spring and summer are my favorite times of the year- these two seasons always have been.
Trees start to sprout out their pretty light-green leaves before their shade turns dark.
Flowers bloom vibrantly in the most eye-catching of colors.
The weather is warm- a variety of invite to the enjoyment of the outdoors.
My mother and I were both born in the Spring. She was born in April, and I in May.
Our zodiacal signs fell under Taurus– a sign we were proud to be born under and both shared the characteristics of trustworthiness, reliability, determination, understanding and strength.
My mother and I had a lot in common and could relate to one another harmoniously, yet both of us were different, encompassing our own style of individuality.
P.S. My beloved ♥ dog 🐕 was born in April- she also was a Taurus baby! 🐂
Energy: The Force Of Life 🕊🕊🕊
Peace and love are sent from above.
Ministering angels watch over me.
The divine (Holy) spirit guides each of my steps.
Celestial blessings disperse my gifts and determine my destiny.
Hope and determination keep me going.
The essence of the universe provides me with both purity and perseverance. – latoya lawrence
Infant Christening/Baptism: A Lovely Event
My mother wasted no time! She got me baptized/christened when I was four months old.
My mother herself, as a young church attendant, made the urgent decision to get baptized at ten years of age.
Baptism does not save one, though, it is a wonderful expression of our faith and devotion.
There are people who believe that infant christening/baptism is an insignificant or irrelevant event because the child has no knowledge yet of what is taking place or the faculty to decide whether to accept Jesus Christ.
People have the right to think or believe what they want. However, I strongly disagree with this mode of thought, and I do not care what anyone else has to say about the matter.
There are fully grown people who partake in adult baptism with all their faculties in place, developed to ponder, select, choose, and determine- and their act of holy anointment will make no difference if their heart, mind, and soul are not lined up to what it means to demonstrate the outward representation of faith and the commitment to follow God’s path.
So, whether a baby is not able to make the conscious profession of a belief in the crucified savior who was buried then resurrected for everyone’s benefit to have eternal life- their holy christening/baptism is no less significant at all.
It is for some, as I know for a fact, an act of belief on the parent’s part, to have their child blessed by God so that he may also have his hand on that child to supernaturally guide and lead them on the correct road to him.
It is the parent’s beautiful expression of offering and celebrating their child or children into the hands and family of God himself.
A Lovely Dream I Once Had
I remember a great dream I had years ago.
In the dream, I lived in a spacious home that was shared with relatives of mine that I had not met yet in the awake state.
The home had so much room and was built off in a section way where my relatives and I would only run into each other occasionally or not so often inside the large-sized kitchen we also shared.
We all got along and went about our business in parts of the house that we resided and occupied.
The only person I told this dream to was my mother after I had it.
So, it was coincidental or suspicious when someone mentioned in a comment on one of my blog posts (Symptoms of Voodoo Black Magic by Mony Singh) years after I had the dream that they lived in a big house with the same or similar circumstances. I do not recall every detail within the person’s comment (and there are far too many comments to search through to look for it).
However, it was too close.
Of course, I do know that whatever we can think can happen or exist. And that whatever we may experience, someone else somewhere around the world will or may experience it too.
It is not that my dream and her claim of reality seemed impossible, it was just uncanny of her to mention the instance.
My Abode
Isn’t it wonderful to have the perfect getaway to get away from it all
That escape into the luxury of comfort and unconventionality in a place of convenience?
A home away from home unknown to the zone of commonality.
I want to go for that ride, ready to take that drive.
Lady Living It Her Way
I heard it said and even backed up by study that women in particular who are spouse-free and child-free have higher levels of happiness and live much more enjoyable lives.
All data taken from behavioral science does not apply to or set the standard for what certifies as fact in various types of people, however, as a single woman without children, I totally without a doubt agree!
I am one who can definitely attest to having a higher level of happiness and living a more enjoyable life compared to those who are in relationships for whatever reason.
I would not want to live my life any other way.
I would not change my personal status for anything.
My space is not to be invaded by those who are not invited.
I have peace, inner strength, confidence, love, spirituality (a wonderful relationship with God), independence and wisdom.
The Client We All Ditched
When dealing with some clients who suffer with certain ailments one either has to have patience or a serious drive to earn their pay that overrides all other unbearable factors.
In life unfortunate things do happen to people. For some are undeserved, and some deserve the predicament they are in as a result of dirt they may have done sometime within life without warrant or without the intent to change.
Of course, this is not the case for everyone as there are many circumstances of life and it is not wise to judge unknowingly especially when one has not walked in another person’s shoes. I am just speaking in particular of those who it may apply to in general.
Some of my clients as well as many others who are disable or dealing with ailments become bitter and take their anger out on those around them. I have dealt with a few of them in the past- one just in the recent past.
All of the other health care workers on his case left him. Some worked with him for just a day to decide they would not return back to his side.
I was one who held out for a while. Yes, he got on my nerves, but the hours were good, the money was good, and the short distance I traveled to his residence was fantastic!
I went to the job to make my “bread and butter” not to care about his attitude.
Finally, I had gotten tired and had enough of him. I left him too! A health care worker working with him called me and asked me did I quit.
I told her that I did not quit the agency but that I left him like all the others did. In return, she told me that she was going on vacation next week and that when she comes back she is not going back to him either!
A Matter Of Life And Death
In the health care field, I work with multiple clients/patients.
One guy I recently had for about a month and a half.
When I began working for him, I was the very first sent from my agency along with another woman who took on the day shift.
Aside from us two, there were other female health care professionals from another agency back and forth to attend to him.
He needed his catheter inserted at times. So, we were always there to do whatever we were assigned there to do.
One nurse had come to his home to fill in for the regular RN that would come during a routine visit. She happened to insert a catheter one day and made some type of error.
When I came in for the overnight shift there was blood running down the tube into my clients Foley bag.
The room he laid in bed at smelled terribly of excrement. The day health care worker filled me in on what took place earlier (the nurse stopping by and the patient bleeding afterwards) yet did not take heed to the blood, the odor of the room, or the clients appearance.
Maybe she was not experienced enough or did not know what to look out for in certain situations.
To me, it was an instant observation. He did not look good at all. The tint of his skin alerted me that something was wrong along with his lethargy.
I suggested he go to the hospital but he refused. I called late at night to report the incident to my supervisor who is a physician.
The next night I was supposed to go in for work I received a call from my agency that my client was in the hospital.
When he came out a week and a half later, he apologized to me for not going to the hospital when I told him to. He almost died as he had septic shock.
Leaving Amazon Was A Blessing
I left Amazon on July 19, 2022. I began work at another job a week after.
The month of August proved a better livelihood into the future.
There was no depth to or any future working at Amazon.
The position I had as a locker Hub associate was a bit fun yet there was really no substance to the role.
Aside from the job not offering any compliment to my abilities whereas I could be challenged and grow, there was no opportunity to significantly advance.
In addition, there was no guarantee of a steady concurrent schedule or any schedule at all if one was not able to successfully compete with other employees on the App Amazon had set up for workers to be on to arrange their own timetable at a designated time every weekday.
Another drawback was Amazon only allowed us employees four hours a day of work unless one was lucky enough to catch a second four-hour shift for the same day.
And, I do not even want to elaborate on the absurd cap situation that limited the hours we were able to actually work. Amazon only extended hours to us if others canceled shifts and they needed others to fill in.
I had another profession to fall back on one I could always return to if I chose, in spite of that fact I preferred a change of field at the time.
I am one to look toward the future, to plan ahead. There was just no way to expect a stable income as there was no guarantee of steady work or making a living off of four hours a day at the pay-rate Amazon handed out.
I prayed for a dependable schedule, for a higher wage. I also prayed against certain co-workers who were envious, jealous, spiteful and prone to cause trouble.
The last time I prayed against those who were a problem a drama took place with one of them the next day along with nonsense from a new manager.
This was the day I decided to quit Amazon.
It was time for me to go, time for me to move on.
It was the answer to my prayers. Resolution had come in a way unexpected to how I anticipated it would be.
I realized this immediately when it all initially happened.
It was even better than what I hoped for now that I look back in hindsight.
I already had a peace of mind- yet now I am more at peace and at ease within spirit.
God removed me from an environment surrounded by negativity. What others in particular intended for harm God turned into my advantage.
I now have the stable work hours I desired; I have the higher pay that I desired.
Amazon was just another stepping stone in life where I was not meant to stand on too long. Only long enough to get me to the next level of plan.
While I have progressed and continue to rise in the paths accorded to my journey those coworkers who were a burden continue to remain stuck/shiftless, unable to go anywhere beyond the holes they have dug for themselves as they are completely limited within life and within capacity.
A Dream
I had a dream last night informing me of some beneficial information. It’s wonderful to receive vital and helpful messages through celestial means.
Whether through visions, thoughts, feelings, telepathy, dreams and other modes of faculty it is very important to pay close attention to the details and sensations that are intangibly revealed.
Off Into The New Year: Into The Universe I Go
I don’t put my faith within others, but within myself, as no one knows me better than I know myself.
I spent Christmas Eve, Christmas day, New Year’s Eve, and New Year’s day at work earning that holiday pay.
Christmas is just another day to me as I stopped celebrating the festivity when I was twelve years of age.
The days and evenings went nice, quiet, and productive.
My new year has already started off to my liking. I continue to succeed at whatever I do because I am a conqueror who is full of wisdom, strength, and confidence.
Once I put my mind to something no one and nothing can stop me.
My new year will be another new beginning to the many chapters of my unique spiritual and earthly life.
Aura
I appreciate the vibe from the universe and am thankful to the powers that be for never allowing me to lose who I genuinely am, I have too much vigor inside to not have the light of my true being shine.
I awoke upbeat and with good energy all this past week, I had a wonderful time everday on my job, and I had an excellent outcome of events altogether on the forefront.
The weekend has gone nice, quiet, and peaceful as usual, the essence of “spirit” is all around me.
The Grapevine
I am a straight up type of person as I speak the truth, whatever I have to say about a person I’ll tell them to their face, I have been known for my blunt and bold approach.
Nobody messes with me!
I never cared or worried about rumors and reputation my distinct character always stood out and spoke for itself.
Of course, individuals perceive and misconceive notions about others, in general, however, no one is defined by another person’s conjectures or lies.
People lie and talk about other people everyday.
People have constantly told lies on me all through out my life, gossip is a hot topic for those who are jealous, bitter, miserable, and who have no true fulfillment radiating within their life.
Most people who talk to such an extent don’t know what they are talking about.
Other people’s bullshit is usually a reflection of their own insecurities, tendencies, and susceptibilities. The instances have absolutely nothing to do with the other person on the receiving end.
The grapevine is a long line of history and travel in which goes back and forth to nowhere again, circulated stories of unproven reports, doubtful truths, and uncertain events.
I’d never lose any sleep or laughter over the stupidity of others, I’m far too intelligent and productive for that.
Black Magic/Voodoo/Witchcraft And The Spiritually Inclined
People came at me with black magic/voodoo/witchcraft when I was just seven to eight years of age.
One would have to be severely malicious to go after an innocent child.
However, I wasn’t any ordinary child, born with extrasensory perception, an advanced intellect, and an extremely strong will and spirit, I was a triple threat among morbidly twisted individuals.
My mother was in her twenties at the time as we were both targeted for being who we were, for our capacities, and for what we was able to do and to achieve.
We had also come from a very good loving family that others wanted to destroy so they had gotten to the few relatives who measured within their low-grade category.
These adversaries didn’t know or weren’t aware about the other upstanding and exceptional members of my family who lived and resided within numerous boroughs and within distant locations.
My additional relatives were top notch people and there were a vast maternal clan of them. I can attest and give account to their significant existence.
I am a proud descendant of my wonderful family tree.
We all have a few tattered branches, and withered leaves, that break off and that fall to the side for the wind to blow away from time to time. It’s just an unfortunate fact of life.
Sometimes the environment removes the toxic parts of an element in order to not taint or to contaminate the whole entire aspect. Nature has a way of keeping an atmosphere healthy and productive.
As a spiritually inclined individual who was highly sensitive within intuitive faculty, I was able to feel what was going on around me without being mentally or emotionally affected by the situation.
Black magic/voodoo/witchcraft never had any serious effect on my mind.
When adversaries realize the technique of “weakening the senses” is not conquering their target, they resort to a paranormal strategy to work on the emotions.
Anyone with heavy empathic ability “feels” to the core.
So if black magic/voodoo/witchcraft is used to deceive and to manipulate one through unnatural sensation to influence one’s thought process the instance may, or will, inevitably be felt.
Yet, the occurrence itself, is definitely not the same incident as actual domination, and it does not mean the black magic/voodoo/witchcraft is working on the individual target.
As highly spiritually inclined people, we get messages through the feelings that we intensely feel, and when someone directs negativity toward us we can pick up on the energy, and we are able to discern the circumstance without necessarily coming under the influence of the condition.
Black magic/voodoo/witchcraft has the ability to operate around us without maneuvering within our surrounding area, or personal space, especially when we have protection, a strong spirit, and a robust energy.
In specific cases, black magic/voodoo/witchcraft directed toward us spiritually inclined people will automatically backfire, depending on who we are, the intent, and the advantage celestially framing one.
Instead of us being compelled by what we are not receptive to our innate state of repulsion at the experience counteracts to paranormally repel all of the negativity.
The True Gender Of A Distinguished Female
Ignorant and insecure men will accuse a female of trying to be like a man when she does not display the stereotypical characteristics of the women they and society have become fondly accustomed to.
In actuality, I by birth have never been the average type of female or the stereotypical version.
Who said, and where does it come from, that women who seem to think like men, or who are not emotional, or who have sex with no emotional attachment are trying to be like men?
Where did it come from that these traits or behaviors are strictly men related? I was born this way, have always been this way, and know other females who are this way.
Only twisted people reflect in this manner.
No matter what gender anyone is they have the right to be and to express who they are without bias, criticism, and backlash from egotistical and inadequate other people.
I was born a female, and I am proud to be a girl, a lady and a woman.
I was not meant to be with a man it is not within my nature to be attracted to, to love, to desire, or to copulate with any male out of pleasure, or out of affection. And I am not a lesbian.
There are certain men who also feel this way about and toward women, and that is perfectly fine.
I’m not talking about hatred of any kind I’m talking about natural inborn tendency.
I am asexual.
I am whole and complete as an individual, confident and secure, uninhibited and unabashed.
I, of course, don’t represent all females as we come in all variety, inherent nature, and preference.
However, I epitomize what a genuine female is as I am a real girl, lady, and woman.
A female is not defined by a standard that is believed to be or a standard of what one should be. A female is defined by the strength and the depth of her true mind and spirit.
Esoteric: Hidden Knowledge
I definitely have spirit guides/guardians and a mystical energy watching over me continuously, and if or when I need to reach out to them, they always come through for me within the most wonderful and generous of ways.
The situation is indeed extraordinary.
There is a higher power out within the universe other than what most people are aware of and accustomed to, I know this for a fact.
The explanation and solution to the many criptic unanswered questions in regards to the laws and circumstances of life, barged upon through the usual objectionable authority figures, and deity.
I’ve seen the vision, I’ve felt the energy, and I’ve experienced the communication.
Aside from legitimate ethereal encounters my logic, reasoning, and keen understanding had made the revelation obvious to me for a very long time now.
I know and believe in a force which has consistently proven to be trustworthy.
Of, course, there is so much unknown, yet enough known for me to put my faith into, and to hang in with.
I can honestly attest to events in which contradict the orthodox views, beliefs, and practices of society and government in general.
I’ve reigned as one who belonged within the unconventional category since the beginning of my existence here on earth, therefore, I wouldn’t be a stranger to an anomalous form of divinity who remains to be obscure.
In fact, I welcome the essence with open arms. The connection I feel is deeply rooted and profound, a further emancipation to the heart, mind, and soul of my innate state of being.
I have an intrinsic link to my higher power and to the mystical things that surround.
The Purpose Of The Caul
The Purpose Of The Caul, By Miss LaToya Lawrence
A lot of people don’t really know or understand what it actually means to be born with a caul.
One cannot learn through the internet, books, or word of mouth the depths of preternatural capacity and experience, people chiefly speculate, imagine, or merely rationalize within the lengths in which their minds will allow them to decipher.
Sure, we can share our stories and accounts, yet only individuals birthed under these special circumstances have true insight and understanding into the mysteries of our nature.
Anyone who doubts a person of the caul’s words of truth in regard to the instances of happenings that have, or that is able to take place, is either very naive or lacking in knowledge to the spiritual aspects surrounding our very existence.
Some of us can’t even explain why supernatural encounters occur to the extent that they do when effecting us within certain situations.
Nevertheless, the events teach us the extra layers to ourselves, and how our particular individual gifts work, and operate.
As we learn, we become more familiar and aware within life as well as within ourselves, because our propensities are who we are, inclination is our dominant feature, and within our attributed paranormal inherits, the condition addresses our whole entire state of being emphatically.
As a child, or adult of the caul, we tend to be very intellectually advanced individuals who often like, or who often prefer, to keep to themselves.
We keenly sense what is going on with other people and incidents as we connect to energy and to the vibes interacting within life force and within the ethereal sphere of the universe.
We are more connected to spirit than we are to the earth we physically live on. Our bodies reside here for a destined period of time, though, our hearts and minds abide and reflect the spiritual plane in which our souls originally manifested from.
One born of the caul usually gains wisdom and knowledge through the innate abilities incorporated to them by birth.
We are fed specific information through the energy we receive and pick up as we absorb vibration instantly, we process within mental faculty as well, and use both in conjunction to extrasensory radar such as precognition, clairvoyance, psychometry, and telepathy.
We are intuitively sensitive to a high degree, often engulfed, bombarded, or overwhelmed by the life concerning sensations that are instinctively interpreted and involuntarily felt.
We are a highlighted sample of creation in an example to the transcendental power that is within creation.
The meaning and purpose of one born of the caul is distinctive, pertaining to their own celestial path, preordained by genuine divine essence.
Child Of The Caul
The distinct novel of the caul is told by, to, and about, those supernaturally. So to whom it may concern, the energy will automatically resonate.
What is read from the title down to each and every paragraph is an autobiographical chronicle, chronicling the autobiography of a life not published for a mainstream audience.
As one born of the caul the experience is an individual chapter into the pages of a book written especially for the author.
It’s controversial when the lessons and so called facts taught and explained within society is highly contradicted by the mysteries of the unknown.
Connections through out the universe and outer scope are closer linked than one would imagine.
Vibration has a tendency to envelope us within the reality of truth in a way that allows our senses to remarkably interpret the things we intangibly hear, see, taste, feel, know, and inevitably discern.
In the instance of serious preternatural faculty the capacity is not measured by who’s life story one is able to look into or not look into, it is measured by the degree as to where, and how far one is able to view, and to look into life, and into creation.
I can account, and attest to the gravity in which a true caul birth holds, and denotes.
The sense of one having existed before or already having a familiarity with the encounters and the experiences within life on this plane or beyond is the connection and revelation to a life force and energy reflecting back to one’s very own actual state of being.
The circumstance of encompassing intense spiritual propensity is not only a connection to the otherworldly, it is the essence of life itself, to literally walk in spirit.
There is so much more to the nature of being born with a caul than just seeing visions and intuitively delving into the past, present, and future, through extra sensory perceptive ability.
We must heed and follow in accordance to the instruction and guidance within the knowledge naturally learned and granted to us through extraordinary faculty.
Yes, it is who some of us are, but it is also, what some of us are also liable for, due to the nature of the fortunate advantage we were born under.
To possess extreme spiritual propensity is a deep spiritual responsibility.
Insecure People
It all starts within the home.
I had and was given so much love and attention at home that I never sort out to find love elsewhere.
Love made me confident, love made me strong, love made me secure, and no one can take away what was instilled in me from the beginning.
I have a very high self esteem and I am very sure of myself I have never desired, needed, or looked for social acceptance or validation from anyone.
I don’t understand people who do.
I don’t like people who reflect their own insecurities and negativities onto me, and onto others who exude a genuine and a positive self image, and attitude.
Those whose self esteem is so low that they interpret self assurance and strong sense of self as being full of oneself is all too self-telling.
It seems that some who are unable to reach a secure level of self worth and self value within themselves are more apt or prone to devalue the value in which others actually have for themselves.
Insecure individuals who self doubt, have doubt within others, only because they don’t believe the possibilities in others, that are impossible for them.
Mental, Emotional, And Spiritual Breakdown
Everyone who has had a breakdown of some sort is not weak, crazy, or dangerously unstable.
A breakdown is spiritual within many instances. A Yoruba priestess even acknowledged this fact to me years ago. I know firsthand as my own mother was a victim of brujeria in the early 1980’s.
I was even targeted. My aunt tried to flip me out when I was eighteen years of age by putting the hallucinogenic drug mescaline into a hot pot of black eyed peas that I had cooking over the stove.
People often use recreational “trip” drugs to increase the chance or enhance the effect of mental and chemical alterations of the brain while also performing the negative spiritual influences within black magic/voodoo/witchcraft.
My aunt went a step further in her malicious attempt by also putting tainted hiv fluids inside my food. Anyone educated would know the disease would not survive within the air and within a pot of scalding hot water.
Nevertheless, I didn’t lose my head or have a breakdown, my mind was too strong with faculty and awareness, and I didn’t, of course, become infected with aids either.
I was young, innocent, and very spiritually inclined, so divine intervention took over and protected me.
My aunt Tina (Ernestine Lawrence) has been hiv positive since the 1980’s due to intravenous drug use and promiscuous behavior from the 1970’s on up and instead of using her limited time to spend changing her life around for the better, she continued to do tons of constant dirt. She and other envious and jealous ruthless dummies, whores, drug addicts, and degenerates attacked me and other family for decades.
They’ve in addition done it to others, however, when they came after my mother and I, they messed with the wrong individuals. We are people of the light and they are people of the darkness. My ancestors and orishas were ready for them all, and the universe was recording and keeping record of every notorious deed in which was repeatedly done toward us.
Tina had poisoned food of my mother’s years ago too while neighbors were working black magic/voodoo/witchcraft against her.
My grandfather was driven to mental affliction before he was killed and found dead in the Hudson river.
My aunt Charise was drugged and raped which caused her to be afflicted with mental illness.
My grandfather, mother, younger aunt, and I were targeted for manipulative breakdowns because we were all very smart, strong, and fighters who could literally kick ass if needed be. We weren’t the type to back down or be bullied by anyone, and we were all good upstanding people.
The intent for causing mental, emotional, and spiritual breakdowns are to weaken one, to render them as incredible, and to lower their self esteem and spirit.
Certain evildoers want those of us who have knowledge in which threaten their unscrupulous ways either dead or labeled as crazy.
My Kitchen: Spiritual Preparations
All of my concoctions stem from the authentic seasonings bestowed to me by the manufacturing hands of the universe.
A pinch here, and a dash there, the aroma is fresh, and the recipe, intangible. -Miss LaToya
I was automatically initiated into the priesthood by birthrights as I was born with a caul, and a natural inherent occult power (energy).
I don’t do or believe in animal sacrifice and I don’t do or follow satanic practices.
I live, cleanse, and heal through the utilization of herbs, fruit, vegetables, vitamins and through the instruction, guidance and purity of spirit.
Essence essentially nurtures and protects and leads into continuous enlightenment and elevation.
I operate strictly within my own alignment unto the universe. I have firsthand knowledge and first rate experience.
I interact with air, earth, fire, and water, the four elements of nature, the life of elemental factors.
Tuned in, at higher consciousness, force and vibration.
I am in connection to the intermediaries and to the line of maternal lineage: my phenomenal Orishas, and my astounding and incredible Ancestors.
She, Her, My Dog: An Abundant Spirit
Puppies and dogs are special. Many of them have psychic capacity, extra ordinary instinct and intuition, the power to help and to heal, and a very strong connection unto spirit. Their existence is vital.
The moment she was first placed within my arms I felt an instant connection. She was so calm and still, her body didn’t flinch a bit.
She was content in my little arms. We were both young and just about to start the rest of our innocent lives together.
When I first brought her into my home I did everything I was supposed to do. I gave her the dewormer medicine the veterinarian gave to me, then checked her stool which never manifested any parasites, and she never had any type of worms through out her whole entire lifespan.
I gave to her everyday her ear medication as I rubbed the cream inside of her ears so that they would successfully heal from the infection the shelter told me she had, and they did.
My seven to eight week old puppy was in the best of hands. My ten year old mind was ahead, and on top of it all.
I fed her everyday, trained her, played with her, talked to her, comforted her, took her almost everywhere with me, and let her sleep in my bed.
We were the best of friends and one day when I was older she let me know just how close-knit we actually were and she was able to show me our neverending ties to one another. We had a way of communication that spoke louder than words.
I gave her plenty of my love and she was included as a member of the family and treated the most benevolently by everybody in the home as well. Yet she genuinely knew who she was celestially sent to and why she was here.
I was told how good I had taken care of my dog for the seventeen years that I was blessed with her. She was treated as an individual who had her own mind, who had her own feelings, who had her own wants, and who had her own specific needs. And she reacted accordingly, often excelling within the faculties of what one would have expected and I nurtured those attributes and talents she bestowed from within.
Environment was very important to my dog she was happy, very affectionate, loyal, intelligent, highly intuitive, and very observant of her surroundings.
She didn’t like conflict or disharmony and she was provided an atmosphere in where she could productively take in nature, where she could flourish, and where she could enjoy her peace.
She generated and exuded an energy that was magnetic, her aura was full of light. Her state of being was remarkable and her existence was magnificent.
Energy: Well Wishes
My energy within the universe.
I have noticed ever since I was a youngster that I’ve constantly gotten the things in which I had desired.
It wasn’t the bratty type of situation whereas I had to have everything that I wanted.
It was private thoughts of certain wishes.
The majority of the desires were granted to me no matter how soon or how long it may have taken for me to receive my requests.
Till this day I still get the things I want as well as the things in which I also need.
Blessings In Disguise
I’ve always been a free and bubbly spirit, strong and Independent, smart and confident.
Everything I achieved I’ve done on my own no one helped me to get where I’m at as I took the initiative and never accepted or needed any handouts and I am proud of myself.
Since I was in my early twenties just like a lot of young women do around that age I desired to have my own home and to live by myself.
I wasn’t exactly denied the preference. Sometimes life doesn’t give one what they want at the cost of vacating another.
My leaving a shared nest is not necessarily abandoning certain family members depending on the intention. Of course, it’s completely normal and healthy to desire to spread one’s wings and to live a life of their own.
Yet when a loved one may need us life may intercede at what can seem like a burden until we are compensated in ways that operate on the behalf of both parties when the situation is just and commendable.
We learn to accept within specific conditions and make allowances in which turn out to benefit one another at the same time maintaining an independence and individual mode of living.
When we’re decent and good, the universe recognizes, and rewards us special blessings.
Let Bygones Be Bygones? No, I Don’t Think So!
I hate when people say let bygones be bygones. Once I cut a person loose it’s for keeps. Individuals have one time to mess up with me, they don’t get a second chance.
If I dislike someone, if someone rubs me the wrong way, If I get a negative vibe about someone, or if someone does a wrongdoing towards me, that’s it. There will never be a future within any type of association.
I have always been this way. I do not forgive and I do not forget.
Forgiving someone has absolutely nothing to do with strength and not forgetting has absolutely nothing to do with not being able to move on.
I don’t know where some people get their mode of thinking from as I’ve heard people talk such reverse nonsense.
If someone helped one out a long, long time ago, and then they ended up needing a favor would it be wise to summarize that their generosity of being helpful was done a long time ago so I’ll just forget about it and not be considerate enough to return a good deed?
Hell, no.
So why should dirt done by others be forgotten about? One doesn’t have to dwell on a situation and can go on with their life without making a truce.
If one was foolish enough to actually mend ties, depending on the circumstance, they’d just be going back to the exact situation as before, only worse.
Usually it is the ones who caused the trouble to begin with who are eager to want bygones to be bygones.
I usually say bye and be gone.
Nobody is hurt by them and nobody cares about them, people who feel the way we do don’t even be thinking about these other people so obviously it is them who cannot move on.
My Orisha Oshun And My Orisha Elegba: Their Precious Gifts Unto Me
Oshun’s waters flow out to me and Elegba’s doors open up before me.
The presence of my Orishas are both piercing and extremely plausible.
What a pleasant circumstance to be surrounded by.
In a dream, Oshun showed me the security of my prosperous career, given to me by her, and fiercely guarded and protected by her.
In a dream, Elegba showed me the security of my luxurious home, given to me by him, and fiercely guarded and protected by him.
Botanica Shop: Spells, Rituals, Spiritual Work, Spiritual Supplies
Earlier this year, I was traveling back home from running an errand, and I decided from where I was located to take a convenient bus ride that would leave me within a reasonable distance from a Botanica store that I use to frequent.
So, from there, I went and headed to my destination. I wanted to pick up a few candles.
While I waited on line to purchase my items I observed a woman who had her young son present, being helped by a staff member who worked inside of the Botanica store.
One of the women staff was aiding the customer within the specifics of a voodoo/black magic ritual.
I watched the woman hand over a few hundreds of dollars for the spell and for the materials to go along with the voodoo/black magic ritual.
The staff member behind the counter told the woman how to write her lover’s name over parchment paper, and how to put certain things inside of his sneakers/shoes, to control his attitude toward her.
From what I heard through the customer and staff member’s discussion, the woman’s boyfriend was cheating on her with another woman while also treating her with savage disrespect, and taking money from her, to support and entertain his other woman.
Why would anyone want to continue on in a relationship with someone who would behave so rudely and cruel toward them?
Then, go through the length of spending volumes of money, in which should be used for a constructive purpose, in a desperate attempt to deceptively change that person, and to manipulate both of their situations by trying out voodoo/black magic?
I could not imagine wasting any of my time or money on such an absurd circumstance. However, I’m a logical and reasonable individual.
As a genuinely spiritually inclined woman myself who was born with the gifts of extra sensory perception, and an authentic natural power of occult, I’d never use any of my faculties in such an irresponsible or irreverent way.
In doing any type of spiritual work one should operate on a rational and justifiable basis.
Their essence must include knowledge and foresight within judgment in accordance to the nature and origin of one’s own spirituality as well as to the aspects of their own state of being.
Connecting to the universe on unaligned and unbalanced grounds serves no relevance unto the purpose of significant manifestation.
When one intends to further delve into a condition with the intent to endure an intention that was not right to begin with, the outward result never ends up as what was intended.
When spiritual work is done in harmony to the tune of a melody sung within rhythm to the beat, each of our notes play to the music, creating a sound for us to energetically dance to.
When I consult my Orisha Elegba/Eleggua the lyrics consistently speak volume, and his splendid album never scratches or skips off track, the needle to the phonograph is constantly on point.
Mammogram: The Spirit Is Stronger Than Cancer/Disease
I just had my very first mammogram two months ago.
My primary care physician had suggested for me to get one years ago when I first entered my forties as a routine precaution.
I don’t know of anyone in my family to have ever had breast cancer and aside from there being no history of it within the lives of my relatives I never had any personal concern in regard to the issue.
I know bloodline is not a definite factor and that anyone can be at risk for breast cancer under particular circumstances in which may not always be known or explained, nevertheless, I don’t consider breast cancer a threat to me.
My test results came back normal as I expected.
I know the thought of going through biopsies, treatments, having a mastectomy, or the possibilities of an impending death is a grave matter for a lot of women and one that could be stressful and exhausting.
Yet, still and all, if I was diagnosed with the disease I would handle the situation in an entirely different fashion.
When it was suspected I had a malignant growth on one of my ovaries during my teenage years up into early adulthood I wasn’t fazed by the instance.
I had already sensed and knew I had a mass before the doctors came to know and before I went through all of the radiology testing and procedures I had undergone.
My mother at one point in her life had ovarian cancer and was lucky enough to defeat and survive it so I had a good idea of what was going on within my body with the pain and discomfort. I wasn’t afraid or mentally or emotionally troubled by the experience at all.
I didn’t care, and I’m still here.
I am a very spiritual and spiritually inclined individual by nature I was never meant to fall fatally ill and die from any disease, it just wasn’t in my destiny.
The power of healing is a very legitimate condition as I know my spirit, body, and mind is much stronger than an attack or threat of any foul disease.
I have already been put to the test.
Spiritual Work: Occult Power
I was born with a caul, a circumstance which also imparted me with a natural inherited occult power, a supernatural energy to generate and to manifest, through the connection within spirit.
I still almost cannot believe myself how the universe generously cooperates with me. It is astounding and I am deeply touched by the condition. A state I’ve experienced since childhood though now to an elevated degree.
The average person would not understand how this intangible process works only a “special person” is able to see into and discern the instance.
We in particular all have our own celestial design.
Every spiritually inclined individual may not be able to pinpoint the exact situation within another, as distinction serves to protect and sustain, however, while they cannot honestly deny the reality they are able to clarify the existence thereof.
Psychic Eye
As a person born with authentic preternatural capacity It was never “required” for me to read tarot cards, know anyone’s date of birth, see a description of one’s physical appearance, or gather background information in order for me to accurately pick up on their circumstances or personality.
As soon as I hear a person’s voice, hear of them, or notice them I receive intuitive messages, whether these people are near, or afar.
Things will come to me about people who I don’t know, people I have never met, and people who I am not aware exist.
It is all about energy and connection to the universe.
Anything deployed within addition are just tools used to enhance vibration.
Extra sensory perception is just exactly what it is, a “heightened sense of perception beyond the normal faculty of ordinary range”.
Spiritual Advisors
The reality of it all is there really aren’t too many legitimate psychics out there.
The majority of individuals advertising as spiritual advisors have absolutely no spiritual abilities at all.
Most of them are just scam artists who are unable to succeed within life as they don’t have the knowledge or skill to excel anywhere else and often come up with schemes in which to make fast or easy money.
Those very few with true psychic ability who are of upstanding character don’t waste time at trying to take advantage of anyone for money.
They are only interested in earning their funds honestly and with dignity.
Gifted people of this nature usual have multiple faculties and are preoccupied with further developing and utilizing their talents and skills to produce and to accomplish their specific goals and carry out their celestial missions in which bring to them a personal fulfillment and the betterment of self.
Genuine people of “sight” are not led by greed or idle they are led by purity and distinction within spirit.
Vile Strength
My mother had me when she was twenty-two years old and we became very close as we bonded immediately after I was born.
We’ve been through a lot together enduring circumstances in which many would not have survived and coming out sustained within a fashion that has caused some to wonder and to be amazed.
My mother and I have battled a very long way from the negativity directed towards us by envious, jealous, and unsavory people in specific.
My mother and I both constantly held our ground and we continue to stand.
Hooray to Peace, power, love, and protection.
Short Bio/Miss LaToya
LaToya was born with the caul and is very spiritually inclined. She is clairvoyant.
She was very advanced as a child, able to see and communicate with spirits, and very “in tune” and aware within her surroundings.
Gifted with an extraordinary comprehension along with second-sight/extra sensory perception LaToya has always had great learning and communication skills, and an uncanny insight into occurrences.
LaToya was constantly able to sense things about people and situations in which other people couldn’t sense.
In the beginning of her young life:
LaToya Lawrence was born and raised in Queens, New York by an independent hard working mother. She is an only child yet she comes from a very large family, some of whom, own their very own successful businesses.
LaToya’s mother taught her how to read and write at 2 years of age and soon after entered her into daycare at 2 and a half. At school LaToya excelled and was able to skip a grade into a class for gifted children.
At the age of ten LaToya began to write short stories and had the opportunity to get her writings published by a mainstream publisher. By the age of 12 LaToya knew she wanted to be a professional author and self published two novels in her early twenties.
LaToya became a vegan at the age of fourteen, is a animal lover, as she always grew up in a home with puppies and dogs. One special canine which she loved dearly she had for seventeen years. LaToya has practiced gymnastics and has worked in retail.
LaToya is an avid reader of true crime novels and suspense. She loves all types of music and as she is very creative she enjoys crocheting, art, exploring and the outdoors.
LaToya has also worked professionally within the health care field for six years and has over twenty years experience in caring and attending to elders and those in need.
LaToya has worked in retail for thirteen years.
LaToya plans to eventually open up her own business, one in which will utilize her multitalents and multitasking abilities.
Daily Living, By Miss LaToya 