All of us are different we all have our own needs, preferences, and desires. I have never been into sex and do not have any lustful urges or attraction for men or women.
I am not and never have been a lesbian nor have I ever been in a heterosexual love relationship. I just do not have any of those type of feelings, and pleasantly so.
Yes, God created sexual intercourse and intimacy between a man and a woman and there is nothing wrong with these emotions being expressed in its proper context as the Lord intended.
However, there is no commandment or sin in not wanting to engage within a romantic relationship.
I never had a need or yearning for a boyfriend or a marriage partner.
I did not care what direction the world was headed into because I was never a follower of the popular culture.
I was not afraid to stand out even if I was misunderstood, ridiculed, mocked, or targeted from being considered unusual.
I was more concerned with the peace and purity within spirit. I am not defined by what I do and do not do with my body, but I am identified by the spirit within me that inspires what I do and do not do with the temple that I live in.
My circumstance feels completely natural and suitable to the individual that I am.
The spirit has brought to me a peace, comfort, and joy unlike no other.
There are undoubtedly times that are hard, life is not easy. Even though, God is there, he permeates through the negativity to rejuvenate the positivity.
Let that power shine, and rest abundantly in the light that sustains.